; Megnificent ♥

You can set an alarm, mark it on a calendar, tattoo it on your skin and still the last time doesn’t need your permission. What you count on is that you have the power to end things, to label people ‘never again,’ to say farewell forever and mean it.

Three times now, and I’m going to close this chapter. I don’t know what could have been, and I don’t think I will, but that is something I’m going to have to live with, because I tried, and to try again would be useless. I don’t understand what happened, at all, and I’m hoping sometime in the future, we may come to a point where questions can be answered, and maybe the chapter reopened, but for now I’m dealing with it.