; Megnificent ♥

I’ve become really bored with life lately, and I realize that the whole year, I’ve had something to do, to entertain myself with, to play with really. But now I don’t. Haven’t for about a couple of months now, and I feel so weird… (Oh no I’m becoming one of those)

But then again, I’ve found my 17 again pill and that makes me unexplainably happy. Sharing the moments with one of the people who was there when I was 17 makes it even better. I love how silly and ridiculous this whole thing is because that’s what makes it so fun. Prancing around like a demented fairy and smiling so wide my cheeks hurt, it’s been a while since I’ve unconsciously acted that way, and so help me God, I am going to treasure this!

Sounding like a 5 year old again, but who cares

I’m so tired of all the emotional stuff, how it’s been making me feel so tired and sad all the time. Done with feeling that way, because yesterday I realize I have something that makes me feel 17 again.

Flashback to 2 years ago: the butterflies and the quickening pulse and the simplicity (for lack of a better word) of my emotions. The excitement that could come from a glance, knees weakening at a smile, and being struck speechless when actually striking up a conversation. Close enough to be real but far enough for me to know where I stand.

Wish life could always be as simple as it was when I was 17