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I don’t like talking to you or seeing you very much nowadays. One reason is ‘cos you’ll probably talk about that one thing that I really couldn’t care less about, and also the fact that other than that, there really isn’t anything we have to talk about.
But the main reason by far, is how you make me feel. When I look at you I feel horrible, when I look at you I am reminded of everything, and that makes me feel sick. I look at where we are now, and I feel used, like some toy you no longer have a use for.
I guess I do have myself to blame for that, I was willing to be that toy, I thought the game was fun. I don’t deny it was. But the outcome was more than I expected. I didn’t think about how toys feel after they’ve been played with. Used. Cheap. I don’t like how I feel when I look at you, what I think about when I see you.
