; Megnificent ♥

Today I felt like crap on toast. And I couldn’t find you. I wanted to talk to you so bad, but the friend that always listened and comforted me just wasn’t around. I really needed you today, but for once, you weren’t there to catch me and shake me to my senses.

Is this a sign? Have things gotten so screwed that I’m even losing you? I don’t want to lose you. You’re the one person I’ve never had to worry about losing, cos you’re always there, like a rock, unchanging no matter how lousy life gets. ClichedGirl101, but your like a pillar of strength.

Everything is messed up, Everything. The number one thought on my mind is RUN AWAY RUN AWAY RUN AWAY. But you’ve told me not to run away. And I know things like this take time to resolve, but how long? I’m not about to stick around to watch things get worse? No way, I am not going to kill myself slowly.

If you could see that I’m the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can’t you see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
all this time how could you not know

I remember you drivin’ to my house in the middle of the night
I’m the one who makes you laugh
When you know you’re about to cry
And i know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it’s with me…

Sweet song. Strange thought, but I wish I liked someone now.